
My Weight!!!
Yes I am back on my weight issue. I must admit that it is really my fault. I have had a gym membership endorsement to go workout for free for three months. I did it for the first month and then pretty much got off track. I went back to my woe is me attitude. I then pulled myself back up for a minute and started walking for a couple of weeks, then back into the rut. I just don’t know why I can’t seem to get motivated, but yet I am still gaining weight. It’s not how much I eat because I don’t eat a lot. I know you are thinking yeah right you don’t look like you have missed one meal, hell I have not missed one morsel!!!! .
So I stay home a lot and I hardly go out unless I have to for the children or if its work related. Well, I finally gaveaway all my little clothes from size 3 thru 8. I had to realize that I would never get into them any time soon. So now I am rocking a size 10 sometimes 12 and I’m sure on a good day I can get into a size 14. I just need some motivation because I just don’t want this to get too far out of hand. My mother was heavy and I watched her suffer through a lot of health issues because of her weight. So I will try today to get back on the track with this weight loss thing again. I plan on doing a 45 minute walk today when I get home and I pray to do this everyday. I just wanted to be honest because I get tired of people asking me how my weight loss is coming. So to be honest it’s not. It’s not coming off, but you best believe it’s coming on. I must admit when I see friends who have stuck with their plan and lost their weight, I do get mad!!! I told my sister that and she said stop looking at people and do your own thing. It’s hard trust me, but I’m doing the best I can. So that’s my truth!! So for those who are in this struggle with losing weight, my sista, my brotha I feel you.
Peace and chicken grease!!!
See that’s my problem, fried chicken!!!